Taaruf...

Yesterday would be a big day for all the new students. Its a taaruf program made by the exco Singapore students in IIUM which we called 'ASSIIUM'... So alhamdulillah, bnyklah kan org pegi termasuk bdk baru n the oldies. hehehehe.... But unfortunately tak semua budak baru yg menghadirkan diri. maybe dorg sibok n tk dpt dtg kan. but still adelah ard 8 people out of belasan org.

Alhamdulillah bilangan Assiiumers makin bertambah rather than zaman2 aku baru masok dulu. Budak lelaki pon makin bertambah gak.. Masa zaman aku masuk UIA dulu, adelah dlm 8 bdk baru n terselit lah 2 jejaka sahaja. hehehe.. So far so good... N I'm happy for that, just that da tkde bdk baru yg amek comparative religion. Bila ditanya mostly amek usuluddin n some of them amek HS subjects..:(

Overall the prog was good.. Gandingan MC for yesterday oklah, kelakar. Gandingan Khalis ngn Hasbi... I really like the video yg dibuat by ASSIIUMMEDIANS... Dorg tunjukkan all the past video yg kelakar2 giler.. hehehe... N kembar ckp semakin improve dorgnye style of editting n so on.. Thumbs up for them....:)

I hope that bilangan ASSIIUMERS yg dtg ke prog semakin bertambah. Amin.... N I'm miss all the seniors yg always uat kecoh kat every prog ASSIIUM organised. They always make the prog happening.. love u guys all....

2 weeks past...

Tup tup dah 2 minggu lepas dari starting nye new semester.. Dan jugak lepasnya add subject period. Its just left with dropping any subject if anyone intends to do so. So this semester I will be taking 15.5 credit hour rather than 18.5 as previous2 semester. So kali nie amek sikit memandangkan this one prticular subject which is Evangelization of Christian mission, the lecturer close the section. This always happened when bilangan student dlm kelas hanyalah mencapai empat atau lima org aje. Dan akulah menjadi mangsa nye dan tak tau nak add ape lgk coz yg lain subject mostly clashed or the section was closed. So aku redha je lah amek sikit, coz there is always hikmah disebaliknya n I think I know why...

Selepas aku masuk all the classes I had to attend last week n this week, I know the reason y i'm taking only 15.5 this semester. The workloads for this semester punyalah bnyk giler especially research method. Plus I'm soo "lucky" to take 3 sub n it is the same lecturer. Maknanye aku jumpa lecturer tu tiga kali dalam satu ahri. Haiz... Pelah nasibku..huhu.. N all the assg i have to submit on the same day n the mid term also. haiz... So cramp..

Hence, I have to make a new resolution for this semester not to do the assg last minute. Kenalah buat siang2 so last min aku tk tension n stress...:)

Most of the class comparative yg aku attend smue bilangan student nye sikit. So bnyklah assg yg aku kena buat individually.. I just wonder where all the comparative students go to?? DAh pupus ke bdk2 compare nie?? Hmmmm..... Even my lecturer was shock as his class mostly from economic students rather than IRK students. hehehe.. Klakar gak kan. Maybe all the seniors of comparative dah grad kan n plus tk bnyk students yg minat comparative studeis. Mostly new students bila kau tanye nak amek ape, they will definitely jawab fiqh n usul fiqh..

k lah i have to cioaz.. dah lmbt gi klaz.. hehehe.. bubyezz....

Jln2 Part 2

So my second outing with my lovely Maarifians.. We plan to catch a movie n play bowling. But in the end, we juz catch a movie. Bab masa tak mengizinkan. hee...

So we decide to watch Bruce Lee My Brother. Bab nak tngk rapunzel, kembar tk minat cartoon sngt. The movie was quite ok. Nak kata bagos sngt tu tk lah bab cite dier tk bnyk action. Dier menceritakan tentang kehidupan Bruce Lee dr kecik smpi dier bsr. All the facts they got it from his brother and sister.. Ader part tu klakar lah gak, masa dier kecik2 dulu. Coz zaman kanak2, dier nakal sikit. So guys if korg minat sngt kat Bruce Lee, u can watch it...

Cita dier blh tahan lama gak. Kiteorg start ard 4 gitu n habis kol 6plus.. Tk mcm cite Melayu lah kan. Cite Melayu kebanyakkan nye pendek je.. Aft tt, kiteorg gi solat Asar ngn Maghrib kat Masjid Istighfar. Disebabkan da lama aku da tk jejak kan kaki kat masjid tu plus dier tngh renovate, berpusing2 lah kite cari tmpt solat pompan. Tanye org kata kat tingkat dua, n we try to find tangga tok naik. Tu yg beropusing2 tu.. Tup2 da naik aku pon bukak lah pintu kan, skali muncul2 ader lelaki tercegat duduk kat situ. Punyelah paisey aku, tros aku tutup balik pintu tu. Ingtkan salah lah, rupa2nye tmpt btol cume ko kena lalui that pintu utk pergi lgk satu pintu yg menembusi ruang solat wanita. Da lah muka lelaki tu mcm nak mkn org, seram sey aku tngk mamat tu punye muka. Bukannye nak tolg kiteorg ke. But whatever it is, mamat tu handsome giler. hehehehe.....

K lah cukup pasal mamat tu lah kan. Lepas kita solat kita pon alik kat Ehub tu. Kiteorg gi mkn kat Pastamania... Kalo tau nak mkn kat sana, si Shiqin ckp better we go to Vivo. hehe.. Sebabnya seseorg hamba Allah yg dikenali shiqin kerja kat sana, so leh dapat discount. lol...Tk pon kiteorg suro dier belanja. Amek kesempatan lah...khekhekhe..... Tapi what to do, malas lah nak gi vivo kan. Jauh giler plus da malam. So kiteorg pon mkn je kat situ.. Yummyyy!!!! Sedap giler.. Da lama aku tk mkn Pastamania.... N we just dok kat situ smpi 9 plus berceloteh kehidupan masing2. Biasalah we need to update ourselves plus borak2 kosong je...

P/s: Can't wait for next outing. Yeay!!!!!

Jln2 Part 1

2 straight days aku kuar. Hari Jumaat aku kuar ngn adek n kakak aku. We went to Expo coz kat sana ader sitex exhibition (IT show). Tau2 jelah kalo da ade IT show nie confirm ribut org. So kiteorg naik motor je utk mengelakkan jam.. Plus nnt nak cari parking confirm susah. So aku tumpanglah adek aku nye motor sementara Kakak aku dier bwk motor dier sendiri... kiteorg gi sana pas solat Asar. The purpose aku gi sana tok survey hard disk. Mane tau kan ader muarh, aku ingt nak beli. Coz yg aku ader skrg da nak dkt full. So i need an extra hard disk...

Actually on tt day aku ader dua date. First date actually aku kuar gi lunch ngan kwn aku kat Far East Plaza. Tu pon nak gi sana sesat coz da lama tk gi sana kan. Aku pon berpusing2 lah kat orchard tu. But unfortunately when aku da smpi sana aft I waited for about 1 n half hour, dier tk muncul2. Aku called bnyk kali but diernye phone slalu busy. Haiz.. Apelah nasib. Perut aku pon lapar, ingtkan nak makan lah KFC ke, tapi mcm kelakar lah plak mkn sorg2. Bosan, so aku decide beli je mknan kat Old Chang Kee. Balik umah nnt aku leh mkn ah... Lgpon ptg nnt aku ader date ngn adek n kakak aku plak. Hee...:)

Bila aku smpi je umah, I juz got to noe dier tk dapat nak jumpa aku coz dier sibok. Dier antar msg thru fb. Dier antar pagi kol 7 lebih gitu but on tt day pas aku bngn slalunye aku check fb aku, tapi on tt day aku tk check. So I can't get dier nye msg. Plus hp dier tertinggal so tk tau nak contact aku camne... Alkisah.. Patotlah aku tk dpt nak contact dier.... So nak marah pon tk leh kan. Not really her fault. Aku yg tk gi check fb....

Arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!

TEnsion sngt2.....

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiii gerammmmmnnnnnnnnyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

Nape mesti cari kesalahan aku je. People do make a mistake.... PLEASE lah tngk jugak ko nye kesalahan gak. Do ur part also not only me je.......... I tried my best already.. But U??????

Dear God..

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

Well, some search never finding a way
Before long they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

p/s: I'm not really a fan for this song but the chorus really touch my heart plus when he's away i will always play this song..:)

*SobS*

He will be flying off to Korea today for work. Unfortunately can't send him to the airport coz his flight in the morning kol 8 td. N the sad thing is aku tk dapat jumpa dier before dier belayar. Rasanya da lama giler aku tk jumpa dier coz I'm busy in KL with my studies. So I have to wait another 3 months time when I get to meet him again. When I'm in KL, He's in Singapore, but when I'm in Singapore unfortunately He's in somewhere else in the world. Haiz...

Nampak gayanya aku terpaksa lah celeberate our anniversary sorg diri lah kan. Masa aku nye birthday pon dier tkde. Dier gi holiday ngn fam kat Pulau Tioman. But ape leh uatkan that for his own future. Daripada dier tkde keje dok umah je, its better for him to start working asap... So he can collect money for his family...:)

But I'm just worried.. Dunno why.. Maybe because his work is quite dangerous i think. Pape pon rasa2 nye dier da smpi pon kat Korea tu. Pandai2lah dier jaga diri lah kan...:) I will always pray for his safety...

N i started to miss him already.. Haiz... Love u dear...

Last paper n our way back home...

Alhamdulillah abis gak aku nye exam. Yeay!!!!! Freedom for the time being before exam result kuar. hehe... My last paper was fiqh sirah. Biasalah kan kalo da last paper mcm mood tu tkde nak blaja. Most people said that the paper tklah susah sngt. But when I sat for that exam is turn out to be susah. Haiz.... Semua mcm buat okie2 je. Maybe aku je kot yg tak faham question. hmmm..... I know that my Arabic was not good that y I always have a difficulty in all my Arabic subjects. But still aku kena try tkde tkleh nak grad lah kan. hehe....

Kali nie lmbt aku abis exam. Aku tutup skali gate UIA...hehe... So after abis je exam, straight aku menuju ke stesen bas. So dgn 2 beg besar aku gi lah amek exam.

Unfortunately, our bas at 6.30p.m n our exam habis 5.. So kiteorg kelam kabut ah sikit masa balik tu. Adelah adegan2 lari tu. Dgn beg berat aku, terpaksa gak lah aku lari. Nie semua LRT nye pasal ah. Slalunye kalo kite nak cepat kan, ader je hal2 yg tk best berlaku. LRT buat hal lah pulak. Ader masalah technical.. Haiz.. Same je berlaku masa aku ngn Syai kuar gi masjid Jamek time puasa tuarie. So aku ngn hajar, dee n Syai da bingung tak tau nak uatpe. Nak naik teksi pon rasa2nye same je. Tau2 jelah jalan kat KL nie slalu traffic jam. So kalo da tersangkut kat traffic jam, lgklah teruk...

But akhirnya, kiteorg sempat dpt naik bas. Phew!!!! Slps penat berlari, akhirnya.... hehe...

*home sweet home*

Satu je lgk...

Alhamdulillah aku lgk satu je paper lgk. Cam biasalah kan kalo da tngh lgk satu nie, nak blaja diernye enjin lmbt sikit nak start. hehehe... Ape taknya roommate aku smue dah tkde. Jade pon da slmt alik smlm. Jealousnye..... dan ramai lgk yg aku tngk da alik narie. Sunyi je UIA nie. Haiz....

So tok menghilangkan kebosanan aku nie, aku dngr lah radio hot fm kuat2. Plus syiok sendiri nyanyi kat dlm bilik. Hee... Nasib baik roommate aku da tkde. So blh lah bising2 kat dlm bilik. Kalo ader mane leh bukak kuat2. Tau2 nnt dpt surat cinta kat atas meja. Hahahaha....

Dan memandangkan bnyk org da alik, blhlah aku pki internet. Bab da tkde org pki sngt. Tkde nak dapat internet kat bilik nie nye susah..... K lah good luck to Syai for diernye exam sok ngn aku. Kita tutup gate UIA sama2 ehk.... hahaha....

K lah cioaz. Nk kene tutup lappy. Tkde buku tak bukak2 bab asyik main internet je.. hee.... BUbyez... C u guys in Spore....;)

2 gone, 4 more to go...

So far exam is quite hard. Finish two exams and I left with another 4 more papers which is still quite lots. Introduction to Sociology nak kata susah, ok2 lah. Y I said so because it is far much better than mid term exam yang ku anggap susah mcm nak rak. Although the format seems to be 'mcm senang gitu' which are consists of mcq que, fill in the blanks and short ans que, tapi diernye mcq que wuhoooo susah giler. Feeling like all the answer is correct. lol... But for this time around the fill in the blanks que is quite simpler rather than mid term. Coz I felt that I can't do any of the fill in blank que during my mid term.

And another exams quite tough which is Modern History of Southeast Asia. Although that I really like or love this subject but the paper seriously susah. I also got to know lots of people failed this subject and it makes me more worried. I dunno if I could score this paper or even pass this subject. Plus the lecturer seriously I said is really strict in his marking. I really hope to pass this subject. N I hope at least I got B+ for this paper. I don't really aim high for this paper.. Mintak2 lah dijauhkan daripada dapat C. Hope I won't. Don't want to get any more C in my exam result coz it pulls my CGPA downwards... huhuhu....

Currently I left with 4 papers n mostly philosophy. huhu... Kadang2 to jealous bila tngk org tinggal with one or two more paper. Even some people had finished their exams and da siap2 pack nak alik. alahai... But yelah kan dorg smue da struggle before this coz thier exams lgk pack. staright without gap. Itu lgk stress...hee.. So bersyukur sngt exam ader gap tok blaja...:) So I hope I can do well in all these 4 papers. Amin..... K lah I need to continue my studies.. ciaoz!!!!

Hari2 yg harus ku lalui sbg PELAJAR....

Semester one will be ending soon. Sekejap je rasanya masa tu berlalu. I left with another 3 more semester before I finally grad. InsyaAllah amin. Rasanya tak sabar nak grad. hee....:D but not bcoz of I'm eager to work or something else. But actually my ambition is to continue my studies again. Kalo blh nak belajar hingga ke menara gading. cewah.. hehehehe... but I don't really had the thought utk blajar till Phd. Sampai master pon rasanya dah cukup lah. Yelah mcm org Melayu suka cakap, pompan blaja tingi2 pon uatpe kan bab nnt masok dapur gak. But actually I don't really think like that. Memang lah masok dapur gak kan but ilmu tu kan berharga. So selagi kita mampu dari segi wang dan tenaga, y not kita sambung blaja lgk kan.

As usual exam is just around the corner. one week left to go n i have not started my revision yet. My exam schedule:

1) Intro to Sociology, 4th Nov
2) History of Southeast Asia, 6th Nov
3) Western Methodologies, 11th Nov
4) Islamic Philosophy & Western Philosophy, 13th Nov
5) Fiqh Sirah, 15th Nov

Mcm berat gitu kan both philosophy in one day. But I hope I can make it. Kalo blh nak dapat grade yg memuaskan. Eventhough its quite hard to get A for it. But who knows right. hee...:)
K lah I wish to all my fren bittaufiq wannajah... Mesti skrg smue dah sibok2 revised studies kan....hee.. tk mcm aku kan. lol...

Sakit Hati!!!!

Punyalah geram aku bila dapat tahu satu berita yg mengejutkan. Dahlah masa tu aku ngantok, da tk larat, skali tup2 dpt berita yg sungguh menyakitkan hati. haiz... Kalo aku jumpa org tu confirm aku confrant dier. Tkpon aku cekik2 org tu bab nak lepaskan geram aku nie. Aku rasa sape2 yg berada kat tmpt aku pon mesti naik darah serta merta.

Ape tknya ader seseorg hamba yg aku tk kenali tetiba guna gmbr aku kat one of his/her presentation in UIA. Dah satu kelas tatap gambar aku. Walaupun gambar tu dorg da blurkan muka, tetap org tu mengambil gmbr aku tanpa keizinan aku. Gambar tu dorg amek through fb aku. Dier amek profile pic aku. Gmbr tu aku amek ngn adek aku and they thought it differently. Haiz...

Insiden tu mengajar aku satu pengajaran. Make ur fb profile private...

Rindu...

Tetiba je aku rindu seseorg. Rindu akan seseorg yg telah lama menghilang. Rindu kawan aku yg entah kenapa seolah2 ingin melarikan diri dari aku. Rindu akan gurauan dan soalan2 yg sentiasa ditujukan kepada aku. Entah kenapa dia menghilangkan diri daripada aku. Segala mesej yg aku hantar semaunya tidak dia balas.

Selama setahun die menghilangkan diri. Dan sampai skrg aku tak faham akan kelakuannya. Apa sebenarnya salahku?? Besar sngt ke kesalahan aku kat dier??? Dimana silapku??

Aku masih terkenangkan sewaktu aku masih berkawan dgn dier. Walaupun ada harinya dia suka menyakitkan hatiku dan buat aku marah, tapi dier sentiasa akan meminta maaf dariku dan suka sngt buat lawak sehinggakan aku tak jadi nak marah...:)

Tidak akan aku lupakan kenangan2 bersama si dier... Aku berharap dia sihat sentiasa dan dapat segala yg dia hajati. Aku sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan dier....

Beraya!!!!

Dah 4hari belalunya syawal.. Skjp masa tu berlalu. Dan empat hari berturut2 aku kuar jalan raya. Alhamdulillah walaupun umur dah mencecah 22 tahun, dapat lgk aku duit collection. hehehe.... I got it from my parents (wajib dapat.. kuikuikui...), from my aunt, sdare n also from people tt i don't really noe..

Raya kali nie kiteorg kuar lmbt. Our first time beraya kuar lmbt lgk2 on first day. Al-maklumlah da kena tunggu my sister dtg umah first. Plus raya jatuh hari jumaat. My father n my little bro have to go for solat jumaat first..

Kali nie raya sungguhlah penat. Walaupun kuar ptg balik mlm, tetap kepenatan tu terasa. One incidents yg klakar is kiteorg sempat tido kat dlm kete kat parking sblm naik ke rumah pakcik aku. hehehe... nie smue pasal ngantok yg tkleh angkatnye. sempat menyempat kan kiteorg. tu pon pasal nak tunggu kakak dan emak aku yg singgah ke rumah makcik aku dulu. So sementara menunggu kiteorg sempatlah tido for abt half n hour... Walaupun hanya setengah jam, dapatlah hilangkan ngantok sekejap.

k lah pape pon ader bnyk umah lgk lom we visit. Biasalah mane sempat nak visit smue rumah kan. I wanna wish Slmt hari raya to all my muslim frens.. minal aidil wal faizin....:)

menjelang raya!!!

Skjp kan puasa satu bulan nie. Kali nie aku rasa cpt je masa berlalu. tap tup tap tup dah nak dekat raya.... rasa sedih pon ader bila nak tinggalkan ramadan nie. rasanye baru smlm gitu start puasa. hehehe...

So memandangkan nak raya nie, konfirmlah ngah sibok mengemas rumah. Kena lap tingkap, pintu & llg. The most job that I dislike soo much. hee..:D Plak tu skrg dah kurang tenaga. Dulu ader my sis leh ah tolg sikit2, but now she's married n she have her own house to manage. Pape pon ttp kena kemas umah lah kan. Tkde satu rumah ader gempa bumi. hehehehe.....oppss!!! Bkn gempa bumi yg btolnye. hehehe...Fhm2 je lah kan. lol...

Tahun nie aku mcm nk buat kuih selain kuih tart yg ku slalu kena uat. Dunno what to do. hmm... Slalunya emak aku suruh beli je tok cukupkan kuih but I don't really like kuih beli. Rasa tak sedap one thing ngn rasa dier mostly the same. Cuma bentuk dan rupa kuih je berbeza2. So i think i decided to do kuih sarang semut ngn kuih m&m. Tu pon kalo sempat dan rajin aku uat. hehehe.... InsyaAllah menjadilah kuih2 aku nie...:)

Jln2 di Masjid Jamek & KLCC

Aku kalo gi Masjid Jamek je mesti cari shawl. hee... Thought of buying shawl for raya but tk jumpa n end up beli shawl biasa je. Aku gi ngn Syai je memandangkan yg lain tk leh nak join. Kiteorg gi on friday.. masa tu cuti nuzul Qur'an, so mesti lah ribut org kan.

A lot of incidents happened on tt day. At first we thought buka kat situ je but terlalu ribut org n we decide to buka kat KLCC. So kiteorg pon menuju lah LRT nak gi KLCC. Sesampainya kat stesen LRT, aku terpegun kejap. Punyalah ramai org kat stesen tu. Lgk2 nak beli tiket LRT. Even though ader 2 kounter, ttp beratur panjang. Nak beli tiket kat mesin pon beratur panjang. Haiz.... Nasib baik si syai tu ader touch n go. So aku pon suro lah dier top up touch n go dier tu memandangkan touch n go nye mesin tak ramai org yg beratur. Lepas satu masalah...phew!!!!

Aku ingtkan da selesai dah.. Skali bila turun je esclator, aku mengucap bnyk kali. Ribut giler org n at tt point of time LRT nye sistem ngah bermasalah. So lmbt train smpi. Waduh... both sides gi kelana jaya n gombak ribut org. Aku rasa smpi da tk muat dah org nak tunggu train kat bawah tu. So we just wait patiently. Sabar je lah memandangkan puasa. Tapi biasalah sabar manusia tu ader batasnye kan... Coz we nvr had this experience in Singapore. Kalo masa org balik keje tu mmg lah ribut tp tk seribut di Malaysia.

Org2 dier pon jdklah mcm tk civilise gitu bab da tunggu lama kan. Bila train sampai je, org semua serbu masok mcm tk pernah naik train gitu. Kesian bagi org yg nak kuar, tersepit... But if u guys really there korg pon confirm geleng2 kepala nye. Plus diernye pintu train pon mcm biol kan. tetiba tertutup tk kasi signal. huhu....N I'm one of those unluckiest person to tersepit kat pintu.Nasib baik Syai tarik aku. In the end we manage to board the train aft 3 train lepas. Haiz... tu pon org tolak2 nak masok. NAsib baiklah aku ckp ngn Syai cuma 3 stesen je. Bknnye smpi Gombak. Kalo tk sesak nafas aku kat dlm train tu.... hahaha..lol..

Itu baru incidents buruk kat Masjid Jamek.... The incidents kat KLCC lgk menyakitkan hati sey... aku smpi blang Syai abis kurang pahala puasa aku narie. Haiz...

This happened when kiteorg da nak alik UIA. Ngah jln alik tu ader org panggil Syai. SO we thought tt kite ader tertinggal brg ke. So kiteorg pon toleh ah. Skali ader this one guy da kirakan tahap pakcik tp dier gelarkan abg ah. But we did'nt really care abt it. Dier mintak tolg, bab duit dier tercicir n dier tk cukup duit nak alik wangsa maju naik LRT. Dier ckp dier tinggal seringgit lebih but bila dier kuarkan diernye duit skali kat tngn dier aku rasa ader lebih dr seringgit, but cpt2 dier masokkan balik kat poket dier tu. Nampak sah nak tipu org. So kite pon reluctant to tolg dier. Terus automatic kena maki 'sial' sey. Punyelah geram aku ngn syai..... Bila nak mintak tolg punya manis budi bahasa but bila kita tk nak tolg punyalah 'cantik' bahasa dier gunakan. Nasib baik ngah bulan puasa tkde aku ngn syai konfirm da maki balik org tu n bahasa kan org tu. Plus dier lgk tua so tk naklah org sekeliling tngk kite kurang ajar ngn org lebih tua dr kita. Tak pasal2 org pandang serong kat kiteorg. So we just decided angkat kaki jalan..... That the best way....

Seriously on tt day a lot of things happened. Bnyk suka dan duka on tt day. Happy bila brg yg kita cari jumpa n sakit hati bila incidents2 cam gini berlaku.....

happy belated birthday to me...

Finally ade masa nak update my blog memandangkan skrg susah nak dapat internet. hehe..its been 3 weeks after my birthday. Thanx to all who wishes me on my birthday. Thanx mum coz belanja us swensen. Yummy!!!!

BOSAN...........

I'm bored to death.. dunno what to do. Nak kuar leceh. Tak kuar asyik tngk cita ataupon main game. Kebosanan yang teramat sangat. Tngk lappy tu smpi naik juling mata nie. Pening kepala pon ader. Haiz...

I'm counting days tok bukak skola. Can't wait for semester 1.. DAh menjadi kebiasaan sey kalo da lama tak alik umah asyik nak balik je. Tapi kalo da dapat cuti panjang tak tau lak nak uatpe kat umah nie. Asyik nak lik UIA je. Waduh!!!!!

PiCnIC....

Yesterday me n my sis, my bro n my emak together with my cuzzins n my sis fiancee went to Pasir Ris Park. My sis actually plan to have a small picnic there. SAje lepak2 memandangkan takde keje nak buat kan. Lg plak nak shopping duit pokai. hehe... so lepak2 je lah kat laut tok hilangkan stress. We actually had fun there. We even celebrate my little cuzzins birthday there. We just bought a small cake. Memandangkan dorg tak makan cake sngt kan... Nasib baik cake dier sedap. YuMMy..... Nama cake dier nutella pe ntah. da tk ingt.hehe... We bought it at the royals.

Nutella..... yummy!!!!

So a lot of activities yg kita buat. We paly ball, kite flying, cycling n etc... Yang paling best skali cycling. Da lama sngt kiteorg tk cycle. So we decided to cycle..Total of 5 bicycle we rent then we started cycle at 8 plus till 10.20p.m.... Balik semua org lepak. Penat giler beb... Nasib lah esoknye cuti. Leh ah tido sepuas2nya. hehehe.....

Birthday Boy

Main bolaCycling

p/s: Happy Birthday Muhammad Luqman.. Tak jgk lupa my sis & also my mother.

again n again.......

I thought its gonna be over. But it seems not yet. After one prob solve, another prob came up. Ya Allah bila lah nak selesai. Why can't he understand me? Is it that hard to understand me. His words is always damn hurting. Its like needle poking into my heart.

I'm maybe a boring person to be with but still I'm a human n a girl. Girls heart r more sensitive. Cuba lah jaga hati pompan. Everytime aku je yg kena mengalah. Kalo nak cari pompan lain sngt, carilah. I give in. I know that I can't always accompany him. But he actually have to understand that. Parents aku bknnnye mcm dier leh kasi kuar everyday, tak kisah pon. It actually an excuse n he have to understand that. But nah I don't think so he takes that for reason.

But seriously kepala ngah buntu nie. waduh!!!! Sejarah mungkin berulang....

Serioulsy need to be cured!!!

Lately I'm loosing focus in my studies. Can't concentrate even in the class. N tomorrow i got test for AFIS. Its in arabic. Setiap kali nak blaja mcm tkde mood gitu. Asyik loose focus je. Having prob lately. Kalo leh nk undur masa tu ke blkg. Rectify all the mistakes.

After tt incidents, every minutes I'm hoping n waiting from someones to msg me. But it did'nt happened. Dua2 ego tinggi. Haiz... Bila masalah nie nak selesai....:(

Down!!!

I'm so hurt with someone's words. Someone that i treasure so much. Am i too over sensitive?? I'm also not sure. But the words really hurt me.

Ntahlah I tried to jaga two hearts. But it quite hard for me. I will always lost one of it. Kalo ngah moody pon tkyah lah nk vent anger kat aku. Even if u have prob then try to talk to me. Is is tt hard?? Just because of a small mistakes, it becoming a big mistakes. I know I'm partly wrong but please lah tkyah lah nak menyindir. maybe u will not understand my situation then its okie. Aku slalu nak kena jaga hati org n tk suka sshkan org. But bila masa plak org nak fhm aku.. Maybe I'm a bit clumsy n i noe tt for sure...

N i will always remember the quote u gave to me "my main priority is not u." N thx for the reminder n i noe ur main priority is ur family.... I know it from the start....

Dissapointment!!!

I really hate this sem 3. Till now I can't still get any subjects. Susah giler nak dapat kan atleast one subjects. Semua section da closed. Bila buat manually, dissapointment after dissapointment. First,its being rejected by lecturer. Lecturer da tk nk terima student bab klas da pnh. Second, bila da dpt signature from lecturer, head of department plak reject. haiz.... sedih giler.. apelah nasibku this sem 3 nie.

BINGET GILER!!!!! tkkan nak amek tilawah je. dah lah sem 3 nie kene jalan jauh. jln shortcut semua tutup. waduh.. kita panggil jln tu "siratal mustaqim". lol... bab jln tu lurus je tapi jauh giler.

Esok merupakan last day add & drop subject. I will try my luck esok. hope to get AFIS tomorrow. PLEASE!!!! I want to take sem 3.

History might happened again....

I'm so bored n i thought of writing my blog memandangkan da lama tk update. huhu...

Lately, my mum had a dream, and the dream is regarding my life. I juz dunno if the dream can be trusted or not. Are dream really true and might happened?? I'm really confused now. The pattern of my life seems the same like the past. I really hope that what my mum dream about me would not happened. But they say that mimpi selepas subuh adlh mainan syaitan manakala mimpi sebelum subuh kemungkinan akn menjadi kenyataan. Haiz....

I can't stop thingking of the dream as i can see that it might happened. And why is this so?? Kalo leh aku tk nk benda lepas terjadi lgk.

schedule for examss....

huhu... the word exams sungguh menakutkan. esok aku dah start my 1st paper which is modern ideologies.

My exam schedule:
1)Islam & Modern Ideologies, 23/3/2010
2)Intro to Fiqh, 30/3/2010
3) Study of Religion 1, 30/3/2010
4) Logics of Islamic Studies, 2/4/2010
5) Muslim Nations in Contemporary of History, 3/4/2010
6) Moral Codes (Ethics), 5/4/2010

Blh dikatakan best sebab habis cepat tapiiii..... tk bestnye tkde gap. haiz... tu yg membuatkan aku seramz nk amek exams. lgk2 Intro to Fiqh ngn Study of Religion exam dier dlm satu hari. Dua2 subject yg sungguh memberatkan. Bnyk hafalan perlu dibuat. alamak!!! tt my weakest points. waduh!!!!

Please pray for me for my final exams.. Ya Allah permudahkanlah hambamu ini dlm menjalani peperiksaan kelak!!! amin...

Exam mode!!!!

Its been a long time since I wrote my blog. Just to update it. Currently, busy with my assignments and presentations. Left with 1 assg & 2 presentations. Yeay!!! Final exam pon dah nak dekat. End of the month my final exams will be started begining from 23rd of March till 5th April. So after finishing all my assg & presentaions I have to change my mode to exam mode.... grrr... takot nak amek exam memandangkan most of my carry marks is not that good enough rather than my previous semester. haiz...:(

Its also been a long time since I went back to Singapore. Slalunye balik every 2 weeks but now its been a month I did not went back to Singapore. Missing home already. Missing my family there and all my beloved frens there.

Duit pon da kering nie. hee... ape tak nye asyik makan je. Al-maklum jelah masa2 ngah stress nie lgk2 nak exam mesti makan bnyknye. Makan tu lah blh menghilangkan sikit stress. hehehe..... Kekadng tu rindu plak masakan rumah.

Klah nak ciaoz... take care all my beloved frens. Love u all guys soo much. Pray for me for my final exam....:)

Shocked!!!

Its damn freaking shocking after I heard this news.This is actually I don't really wanted to hear from someone that I know. Although I thought I knew this news from the start but I rather tried to deny it and thought its all not true.

However the truth were prevailed to me this morning. Its really damn hurting me. N I really can't stop crying of it. I just dunno what I really felt about it. Am I dissapointed of knowing the truth? I really sad about it but I actually dunno what to do. Am i did a right decision?? At that time of moment I felt that the best thing is that I don't really know about the truth. But still I keep wanting to know about it.

Why would I will be always in these situations?? Why problems keep hunting me??.....................:(

Buku oh buku!!!!

Just to update myself memandangkan dah lama kan tak tulis blog. Al maklumlah sibok ngn assg ngn presentation n mid term yang tk pernah habis2. Nak dikatakan bila nak dekat final exam barulah beban2 tu semua tkde kecuali beban final exam je. hehehe....:D

Akhirnya we mange to cari Jade prezzie. We thought of this year theme of bitrhday prezzie would be books. Tak kira lah buku ape. Yang penting buku yg birthday girl nak. So it would benefit for the them. It also makes us easier not to think wat to buy for them every birthday cleberations. Tkde kepala nak pecah pikirkan tok birthday prezzie nie.

Jade wanted Umar al-khattab nye buku karangan Abdul Latip if I'm not mistaken. Buku nie mcm goreng pisang sentiasa sold out. Laris gak buku nie kan. Susah kite nak cari. Pergi setiap kedai asyik habis jeee. Nasib baik kat UIA tuarie ader so called 'book fair' gitu kat depan itd lab (computer lab) n the book that we wanted ader. So Si syai pon grab it cepat2 before Jade beli.

So we bought two book for her. Umar ngn Usman nye buku. Yg penting she happy for the prezzie...

Semester Break!!!

Its currently semester break for about 1 week. Its been a long time i think since we got a break from studies and all sorts of buzyness (it's there such a word. hee...) from going to classes and assignments. Yeay!!!

But to think enjoying life in this semester break, I don't think so. I have a lot of things to be done. Assignment to the presentation and even have to study for my mid term exam yang berlambak. phew!!! Thought of relaxing at home only without doing anything, tapi makin cuti makinlah bnyk kena buat keje. waduh...I have to manage my time well. Confirm kalo balik spore nie nak merayap. Mane leh dok diam kat rumah kan so have to plan my time well. List of things to do:

1) Study Logics For Islamic Studies (mid term)
2) Study Islam and modern ideologies (mid term)
3) Talhis Intro to Fiqh
4) Assignment Intro to Fiqh
5) Presentation Of Moral Codes
6) Presentation Of Modern Ideologies

Unsure.....

I just hate this feeling. The feeling that I myself can't describe it. How to get rid of it?? I'm sick of it. I just wanted to move on with my life. My life that i had now. Its been bothering me since last year.

Something just stood me yesterday. When borwsing the facebook, I just saw something. Something that I really hope it will not happen. But sometime hope it will happen. I'm also not sure of it yet. Am i glad with what I saw yesterday?? As the answer that I have been waiting for a long time have been answered....:-(

It's hurt but I hope that I could overcome it. InsyaAllah...

New Year!!!

Skjp je tahun 2009 pergi dan dah masuk hari kelima tahun 2010. Masa jln begitu cpt skali sehinggakan aku tak sedar masa berjln dgn cptnye. Tup2 dah 2 tahun aku kat UIA nie. Rasanye baru masuk UIA smlm gitu. Nak jdk junior sentiasa. hehe...

Ingt lgk masa mula2 masok tu rasa janggal skali. Yelah tk pernah berpisah ngn family kan. Tak independent plak tu. Nak kata manja tu adelah sikit. hee....So at first susah lah aku nak adapt to a new environment. But alhamdulillah skrg dah okie dah. Building2 kat UIA nie pon kalo nak pegi dah tk sesat sngt. Dah familiar sikit. Dah tau shortcut2 nak gi campus ngn balik bilik semua. Tkde dulu masa mula2 tu bnyk kali sesat sampai bertawaf bnyk kali just tok balik bilik. Tu pon disebabkan semua building kat UIA nie aku rasa mcm sama je. hehe.... bnyk pengalaman aku blaja bila tinggal sendirian kat tanah org. cewah!!! hehe.. But its true. Bayangkan lah kalo aku masih dok kat spore tu mesti aku masih lgk tk independent kan.

So basically I have another 2 more yrs to go. InsyaAllah..

Tahun lepas merupakan tahun yg nak dikatakan malang bagi aku. Hope that dis year my life gonna be better. The passed year problem keep arising. Lepas satu, satu masalah dtg. Tak pernah putus. So azam tok tahun baru nie aku nk lead a happy life like I used before. Strive harder tok exam. Al maklum subject makin berat. Make my parents proud of me. Learn my lesson from passed years. So aku tak ulangi mistake tu lgk....:-) InsyaAllah amin.....