072 anniversary!!!

Yesterday on the 25th Nov I'm organising the BBQ for us. It is actually for celebrating our 2 years anniversary in UIA. hehe... Although it's a last minute preparation, alhamdulillah it's a successful event. Thanx to all of them for making the event successful. Tkde dah nak batalkan je the event but I have promised them all to organised this event. So I have to do it. Because tngh sibok ngn my sis nye wedding preparation kan.

Memandangakan it's a last min preparation so aderlah bnyk brg aku lupa nak bawak. Dah smpi kat tmpt pit I just forgot to bring the grill. Padahal dah beli. Haiz... Terpaksalah beli kat sana je. Nasib baik ader kalo tk terpaksalah Kak Mai antar aku balik amek brg tu. But overall I still njoy it...:)

But smlm makanan bnyk tak habis. Slalunye licin habis sampai tak cukup. Kali nie plak makanan tak habis. Ayam ade lgk satu tupperware tk bakar lgk. Agaknye semua org nak diet tak. hehehe.... Or maybe ader tambahan makanan so jadi makanan lgk bnyk kot. Nasib baik aku tk beli kek. Tkde pon agaknye dorg tak makan. Nanti wasting lah plak. hee...

K lah tt all. Ciaoz.. See u all guys at my sister weddings. Luv u all alwayss...:-)

I'm so down!!!!

Some people just can't understand me. I dunno why?? Am i too complicated person or am i just being a stubborn person. Or just they don't really undertsand me well.

What the definition of friendship to them?? Do they think that friendship u can find it anywhere u want n u can just let it go if u don't need them anymore. Rendahnye tanggapan dorg terhadap friendship kalo gitu. Senang nak cari dan senang jugak nak buang.

I'm just so sad that people think that I'm such a person. Nak kata I'm hurt with that words, yerp I'm hurt when people thought I'm such a person. Hilang kawan mcm hilang 1 digit no. gitu for me??? Hmm.... What does tt mean?? I'm the type yg tak treasure friendship. But for someone who really know me well, my best friend they know that I'm really treasure each of my friends. Seboleh2 nye akan pertahankan sesebuah firendship n really tried not to hurt their feelings. Because FRIENSHIP is important for me whenever I need them. Di masa kita gembira dan di masa kita sedih dan susah.. We always share problems with them n accompany them whenever they need us.

And always whenever I hurt, I just keep this feelings to myself. I don't say to them I'm hurt. Coz for me I will be too over sensitive person. So when I'm just not satisfied with it I just keep it to myself n not let my feelings out. So people will always see I'm a happy go lucky person but actually deep down inside my feelings thay actually don't know.

2 paper gone!!!

4 more paper to go... Smlm 2 paper da selesai. First paper 'Philosophy of religion' ngn second paper 'Qur'anic perspective of other religion'. Kirakan the most toughest subject this semester.

First paper blh tahan ssh. Kebanyakan aku goreng je, campur minyak sikit...hahaha... result ntah camne pon aku tk tau. If i got B for this paper, aku ttp bersyukur.. Philosophy beb!!! Susah tuu.

My second paper a bit better. Alhamdulillah ape yg aku rasa masok exam kuar. Thanx to Ustaz Majdan. hehe... nasib baik aku dtg last kelas. Ustaz bnyk kasi spot que. But a bit shock the exam. I thought it is only 3 que. But there are total of 4 questions. Wow!!! Its quite a lot. Plak tu kene jawab dlm masa 2 jam je. From 3 p.m to 5 p.m. Dulu kat skola 4 que kene jawab dlm 3 jam. Itu pon kadang2 tak habis nak jawab. Inikan plak 2 jam... So kene tuils cepat2.

A bit sad that I accidentally terjawab salah this one que. Dier mintak features aku terkasi history lah plak. Dah pakai cermin mata pon salah baca que. Waduh!!! But last min dapat lah tulis points je without example and ayat Qur'an. I got confused so 10 mark gone gitu aje. Haiz... Tak tau lah kalo ustaz tu rahmah kan kasi aku markah kesian. haha... Mcm cik Syai kite kata Ustaz Majdan tu rahmah giler dlm kasi markah. Amin!!! FAVOURITE LECTURER dier tu. hehehehe......

My next paper will be on the 10 Nov. So there's ample time to study. Have to study hard for my next paper which is Qur'anic prophetic text. Coz my CAM marks not really that good. Have to struggle a bit. Bnyk nak kena hafal...;-)

Hmmm..... Dimanakah emak ku pergi??? Dah lama tak call nie. Tunggu call tak call2. Mesti sibok nie edarkan kad. Haiz... K lah cioaz. Nak kene blaja. hehe...

Exam Week!!!

Exam week will be starting from tomorrow. First paper will be study circle 2 tomorrow at 11 a.m and my last paper will be on the 18 Nov. It will be the second last day of the exam week. Kirakan tutup pintu UIA skali ah. hehe....

Just relieved that all my last min assignment have been completed. For now just have to concentrate on my exam. Total of 7 paper. Takot sangat nak amek QPT (Quranic Prophetic Texts) ngn Philosophy Of Religion. Both subjects that I think its quite difficult. Dunno if I can score. Considering the lecturers yang wow.. SERAM!!! hehe... Markah wise i dunno if they are srtict. Both subject are very confusing. Kena btol2 faham the subjects. Nasib baiklah ader kengkawanku yang boleh tolong explain kan kalo aku dah blurr dalam kelas.

Can't wait to finish the exam. Coz cuti time. hehehehe...... Eventhough cuti tak lama at least can accomplish many things in 2 weeks time. Thingking of having barbecue, sister's wedding, shopping with friends n etc.....

K lah have to continue my studies. Ciaoz... Good luck to all my dearie friends for the exam.

"بالتوفيق والنجاح"

Elak 'bestfriend' bertukar jadi 'boyfriend'.......

Aku terbaca article nie kat dalam satu magazine remaja "elak bestfriend bertukar jadi boyfriend". Penulis dier seorg pompan n i think its good. For her, perempuan bersahabat dengan lelaki tidak salah. Malah ada kalanya persahabatan berlainan jantina ini lebih serasi dan akrab berbanding dgn persahabatan yang sama jantina. N I think yess its true to some extent...

1) Elak terbit perasaan cemburu dalam persahabatan
Dengan siapa pun si dia berkawan dan rapat kamu haruslah sentiasa menerima dengan hati yang terbuka.Bila ada rasa cemburu terutama apabila si dia ada teman istimewa inilah antara faktor yang boleh mendorong hatimu berubah dari sahabat menjadi cinta.

2) Perlu simpan sedikit hal peribadi
Tidak perlu semua cerita atau rahsia tentang diri kamu dikongsi bersama sahabatmu. Ada yang patut disimpan sendiri agar si dia tidak merasakan dirinya adalah antara yang terpenting dalam hidupmu.

3) Luaskan persahabatan kamu
Ada sesetengah orang apabila bersahabat hanya tumpu pada seorang sahaja. Sebaiknya bila kamu bersahabat dengan berbeza kaum ini luaskanlah lingkungan sahabatmu.

4) Menghormati hak peribadi masing-masing
Kamu harus tahu bila sahabatmu perlukan masa serta ruang untuk bersendiri.

5) Buat pilihan dan keputusan mengikut naluri masing-masing
Sebagai sahabat kamu hanya boleh memberikan nasihat dan cadangan tetapi bukannya membuat pilihan serta keputusan untuknya. Sekiranya kamu relakan hidup kamu ditentukan oleh si dia itu secara tidak langsung kamu sebenarnya sikit demi sikit membuka hatimu untuk menerimanya lebih dari satu seorang sahabat.

6) Hadkan perbincangan soal hati dan cinta
Di akui sahabat adalah org yang dicari saat kita ingin membicarakan soal hati dan cinta.

7) Perlu ada batas dalam pergaulan.
Memandangkan kamu dan si dia berbeza jantina oleh itu kamu dan si dia perlu sentiasa tahu batas-batas yang perlu di jaga dalam pergaulan.

Ohhh Assg!!!!!

Argghhhhhh stressnyeeeeee.............. Makin dah nak dekat exam bukannye assg n quizzes berkurangan, nie makin bertambah lah plak. Baru ingatkan next week dah boleh lega sikit, finish all my assg. Nie takde makin bertambah lah plak. Why must have last min assg n presentation n also open book exam?? Why?????? Haiz.... Knape lah lecturer tak bilang siang2?? I thought of having time to relax and start my exam revision but now have to complete all my assg. Plak tu dalam satu hari ader 3 things to accomplished. Gila tu.. Presentation, assg n open book exam. Next week have to submit. Satu kebenda pon aku tak start lagik. Ini lah ciri2 budak2 cemerlang ehk???

Every semester cam gini. Bila lah Zeid blh berubah ehk. hehe... Cakap je nak buat siang2 pastu nnt dah nk dekat submission date baru nak terkedek2 buat. Semua keje last min. Mcm mane tak dapat last min keje dari lecture. Haiz...:-(

1st Love!!!

Why is it hard to forget ur first love??? Yerp its damn hurt at the first time. And its takes month or even a year to heal it. The questions always ponder in my mind. I keep asking this question to my friends that has experienced it. The answers are always bacause it's ur first love, you love him/her deeply that why it is hard for u and etc.... blah..blah...blah....

Have you ever always thinking of him/her everyday?? But yet u dunno the other party even remember u? Or happily enjoying himself/herself but yet u are suffering...

Some people may regard his/her ex as friends. But don't u think its hard?? Don't u feel uncomfortable to message or call him/her or you have this weird feelings in ur heart?? Maybe to a certain people it is not. Whatever it is he/she still ur friends even before u started to love him/her. But the most important thing u could lied to other peoples but not to urself, ur own feelings....