schedule for examss....

huhu... the word exams sungguh menakutkan. esok aku dah start my 1st paper which is modern ideologies.

My exam schedule:
1)Islam & Modern Ideologies, 23/3/2010
2)Intro to Fiqh, 30/3/2010
3) Study of Religion 1, 30/3/2010
4) Logics of Islamic Studies, 2/4/2010
5) Muslim Nations in Contemporary of History, 3/4/2010
6) Moral Codes (Ethics), 5/4/2010

Blh dikatakan best sebab habis cepat tapiiii..... tk bestnye tkde gap. haiz... tu yg membuatkan aku seramz nk amek exams. lgk2 Intro to Fiqh ngn Study of Religion exam dier dlm satu hari. Dua2 subject yg sungguh memberatkan. Bnyk hafalan perlu dibuat. alamak!!! tt my weakest points. waduh!!!!

Please pray for me for my final exams.. Ya Allah permudahkanlah hambamu ini dlm menjalani peperiksaan kelak!!! amin...

Exam mode!!!!

Its been a long time since I wrote my blog. Just to update it. Currently, busy with my assignments and presentations. Left with 1 assg & 2 presentations. Yeay!!! Final exam pon dah nak dekat. End of the month my final exams will be started begining from 23rd of March till 5th April. So after finishing all my assg & presentaions I have to change my mode to exam mode.... grrr... takot nak amek exam memandangkan most of my carry marks is not that good enough rather than my previous semester. haiz...:(

Its also been a long time since I went back to Singapore. Slalunye balik every 2 weeks but now its been a month I did not went back to Singapore. Missing home already. Missing my family there and all my beloved frens there.

Duit pon da kering nie. hee... ape tak nye asyik makan je. Al-maklum jelah masa2 ngah stress nie lgk2 nak exam mesti makan bnyknye. Makan tu lah blh menghilangkan sikit stress. hehehe..... Kekadng tu rindu plak masakan rumah.

Klah nak ciaoz... take care all my beloved frens. Love u all guys soo much. Pray for me for my final exam....:)

Shocked!!!

Its damn freaking shocking after I heard this news.This is actually I don't really wanted to hear from someone that I know. Although I thought I knew this news from the start but I rather tried to deny it and thought its all not true.

However the truth were prevailed to me this morning. Its really damn hurting me. N I really can't stop crying of it. I just dunno what I really felt about it. Am I dissapointed of knowing the truth? I really sad about it but I actually dunno what to do. Am i did a right decision?? At that time of moment I felt that the best thing is that I don't really know about the truth. But still I keep wanting to know about it.

Why would I will be always in these situations?? Why problems keep hunting me??.....................:(

Buku oh buku!!!!

Just to update myself memandangkan dah lama kan tak tulis blog. Al maklumlah sibok ngn assg ngn presentation n mid term yang tk pernah habis2. Nak dikatakan bila nak dekat final exam barulah beban2 tu semua tkde kecuali beban final exam je. hehehe....:D

Akhirnya we mange to cari Jade prezzie. We thought of this year theme of bitrhday prezzie would be books. Tak kira lah buku ape. Yang penting buku yg birthday girl nak. So it would benefit for the them. It also makes us easier not to think wat to buy for them every birthday cleberations. Tkde kepala nak pecah pikirkan tok birthday prezzie nie.

Jade wanted Umar al-khattab nye buku karangan Abdul Latip if I'm not mistaken. Buku nie mcm goreng pisang sentiasa sold out. Laris gak buku nie kan. Susah kite nak cari. Pergi setiap kedai asyik habis jeee. Nasib baik kat UIA tuarie ader so called 'book fair' gitu kat depan itd lab (computer lab) n the book that we wanted ader. So Si syai pon grab it cepat2 before Jade beli.

So we bought two book for her. Umar ngn Usman nye buku. Yg penting she happy for the prezzie...

Semester Break!!!

Its currently semester break for about 1 week. Its been a long time i think since we got a break from studies and all sorts of buzyness (it's there such a word. hee...) from going to classes and assignments. Yeay!!!

But to think enjoying life in this semester break, I don't think so. I have a lot of things to be done. Assignment to the presentation and even have to study for my mid term exam yang berlambak. phew!!! Thought of relaxing at home only without doing anything, tapi makin cuti makinlah bnyk kena buat keje. waduh...I have to manage my time well. Confirm kalo balik spore nie nak merayap. Mane leh dok diam kat rumah kan so have to plan my time well. List of things to do:

1) Study Logics For Islamic Studies (mid term)
2) Study Islam and modern ideologies (mid term)
3) Talhis Intro to Fiqh
4) Assignment Intro to Fiqh
5) Presentation Of Moral Codes
6) Presentation Of Modern Ideologies

Unsure.....

I just hate this feeling. The feeling that I myself can't describe it. How to get rid of it?? I'm sick of it. I just wanted to move on with my life. My life that i had now. Its been bothering me since last year.

Something just stood me yesterday. When borwsing the facebook, I just saw something. Something that I really hope it will not happen. But sometime hope it will happen. I'm also not sure of it yet. Am i glad with what I saw yesterday?? As the answer that I have been waiting for a long time have been answered....:-(

It's hurt but I hope that I could overcome it. InsyaAllah...

New Year!!!

Skjp je tahun 2009 pergi dan dah masuk hari kelima tahun 2010. Masa jln begitu cpt skali sehinggakan aku tak sedar masa berjln dgn cptnye. Tup2 dah 2 tahun aku kat UIA nie. Rasanye baru masuk UIA smlm gitu. Nak jdk junior sentiasa. hehe...

Ingt lgk masa mula2 masok tu rasa janggal skali. Yelah tk pernah berpisah ngn family kan. Tak independent plak tu. Nak kata manja tu adelah sikit. hee....So at first susah lah aku nak adapt to a new environment. But alhamdulillah skrg dah okie dah. Building2 kat UIA nie pon kalo nak pegi dah tk sesat sngt. Dah familiar sikit. Dah tau shortcut2 nak gi campus ngn balik bilik semua. Tkde dulu masa mula2 tu bnyk kali sesat sampai bertawaf bnyk kali just tok balik bilik. Tu pon disebabkan semua building kat UIA nie aku rasa mcm sama je. hehe.... bnyk pengalaman aku blaja bila tinggal sendirian kat tanah org. cewah!!! hehe.. But its true. Bayangkan lah kalo aku masih dok kat spore tu mesti aku masih lgk tk independent kan.

So basically I have another 2 more yrs to go. InsyaAllah..

Tahun lepas merupakan tahun yg nak dikatakan malang bagi aku. Hope that dis year my life gonna be better. The passed year problem keep arising. Lepas satu, satu masalah dtg. Tak pernah putus. So azam tok tahun baru nie aku nk lead a happy life like I used before. Strive harder tok exam. Al maklum subject makin berat. Make my parents proud of me. Learn my lesson from passed years. So aku tak ulangi mistake tu lgk....:-) InsyaAllah amin.....