again n again.......

I thought its gonna be over. But it seems not yet. After one prob solve, another prob came up. Ya Allah bila lah nak selesai. Why can't he understand me? Is it that hard to understand me. His words is always damn hurting. Its like needle poking into my heart.

I'm maybe a boring person to be with but still I'm a human n a girl. Girls heart r more sensitive. Cuba lah jaga hati pompan. Everytime aku je yg kena mengalah. Kalo nak cari pompan lain sngt, carilah. I give in. I know that I can't always accompany him. But he actually have to understand that. Parents aku bknnnye mcm dier leh kasi kuar everyday, tak kisah pon. It actually an excuse n he have to understand that. But nah I don't think so he takes that for reason.

But seriously kepala ngah buntu nie. waduh!!!! Sejarah mungkin berulang....

Serioulsy need to be cured!!!

Lately I'm loosing focus in my studies. Can't concentrate even in the class. N tomorrow i got test for AFIS. Its in arabic. Setiap kali nak blaja mcm tkde mood gitu. Asyik loose focus je. Having prob lately. Kalo leh nk undur masa tu ke blkg. Rectify all the mistakes.

After tt incidents, every minutes I'm hoping n waiting from someones to msg me. But it did'nt happened. Dua2 ego tinggi. Haiz... Bila masalah nie nak selesai....:(

Down!!!

I'm so hurt with someone's words. Someone that i treasure so much. Am i too over sensitive?? I'm also not sure. But the words really hurt me.

Ntahlah I tried to jaga two hearts. But it quite hard for me. I will always lost one of it. Kalo ngah moody pon tkyah lah nk vent anger kat aku. Even if u have prob then try to talk to me. Is is tt hard?? Just because of a small mistakes, it becoming a big mistakes. I know I'm partly wrong but please lah tkyah lah nak menyindir. maybe u will not understand my situation then its okie. Aku slalu nak kena jaga hati org n tk suka sshkan org. But bila masa plak org nak fhm aku.. Maybe I'm a bit clumsy n i noe tt for sure...

N i will always remember the quote u gave to me "my main priority is not u." N thx for the reminder n i noe ur main priority is ur family.... I know it from the start....