again n again.......

I thought its gonna be over. But it seems not yet. After one prob solve, another prob came up. Ya Allah bila lah nak selesai. Why can't he understand me? Is it that hard to understand me. His words is always damn hurting. Its like needle poking into my heart.

I'm maybe a boring person to be with but still I'm a human n a girl. Girls heart r more sensitive. Cuba lah jaga hati pompan. Everytime aku je yg kena mengalah. Kalo nak cari pompan lain sngt, carilah. I give in. I know that I can't always accompany him. But he actually have to understand that. Parents aku bknnnye mcm dier leh kasi kuar everyday, tak kisah pon. It actually an excuse n he have to understand that. But nah I don't think so he takes that for reason.

But seriously kepala ngah buntu nie. waduh!!!! Sejarah mungkin berulang....

Serioulsy need to be cured!!!

Lately I'm loosing focus in my studies. Can't concentrate even in the class. N tomorrow i got test for AFIS. Its in arabic. Setiap kali nak blaja mcm tkde mood gitu. Asyik loose focus je. Having prob lately. Kalo leh nk undur masa tu ke blkg. Rectify all the mistakes.

After tt incidents, every minutes I'm hoping n waiting from someones to msg me. But it did'nt happened. Dua2 ego tinggi. Haiz... Bila masalah nie nak selesai....:(

Down!!!

I'm so hurt with someone's words. Someone that i treasure so much. Am i too over sensitive?? I'm also not sure. But the words really hurt me.

Ntahlah I tried to jaga two hearts. But it quite hard for me. I will always lost one of it. Kalo ngah moody pon tkyah lah nk vent anger kat aku. Even if u have prob then try to talk to me. Is is tt hard?? Just because of a small mistakes, it becoming a big mistakes. I know I'm partly wrong but please lah tkyah lah nak menyindir. maybe u will not understand my situation then its okie. Aku slalu nak kena jaga hati org n tk suka sshkan org. But bila masa plak org nak fhm aku.. Maybe I'm a bit clumsy n i noe tt for sure...

N i will always remember the quote u gave to me "my main priority is not u." N thx for the reminder n i noe ur main priority is ur family.... I know it from the start....

Dissapointment!!!

I really hate this sem 3. Till now I can't still get any subjects. Susah giler nak dapat kan atleast one subjects. Semua section da closed. Bila buat manually, dissapointment after dissapointment. First,its being rejected by lecturer. Lecturer da tk nk terima student bab klas da pnh. Second, bila da dpt signature from lecturer, head of department plak reject. haiz.... sedih giler.. apelah nasibku this sem 3 nie.

BINGET GILER!!!!! tkkan nak amek tilawah je. dah lah sem 3 nie kene jalan jauh. jln shortcut semua tutup. waduh.. kita panggil jln tu "siratal mustaqim". lol... bab jln tu lurus je tapi jauh giler.

Esok merupakan last day add & drop subject. I will try my luck esok. hope to get AFIS tomorrow. PLEASE!!!! I want to take sem 3.

History might happened again....

I'm so bored n i thought of writing my blog memandangkan da lama tk update. huhu...

Lately, my mum had a dream, and the dream is regarding my life. I juz dunno if the dream can be trusted or not. Are dream really true and might happened?? I'm really confused now. The pattern of my life seems the same like the past. I really hope that what my mum dream about me would not happened. But they say that mimpi selepas subuh adlh mainan syaitan manakala mimpi sebelum subuh kemungkinan akn menjadi kenyataan. Haiz....

I can't stop thingking of the dream as i can see that it might happened. And why is this so?? Kalo leh aku tk nk benda lepas terjadi lgk.

schedule for examss....

huhu... the word exams sungguh menakutkan. esok aku dah start my 1st paper which is modern ideologies.

My exam schedule:
1)Islam & Modern Ideologies, 23/3/2010
2)Intro to Fiqh, 30/3/2010
3) Study of Religion 1, 30/3/2010
4) Logics of Islamic Studies, 2/4/2010
5) Muslim Nations in Contemporary of History, 3/4/2010
6) Moral Codes (Ethics), 5/4/2010

Blh dikatakan best sebab habis cepat tapiiii..... tk bestnye tkde gap. haiz... tu yg membuatkan aku seramz nk amek exams. lgk2 Intro to Fiqh ngn Study of Religion exam dier dlm satu hari. Dua2 subject yg sungguh memberatkan. Bnyk hafalan perlu dibuat. alamak!!! tt my weakest points. waduh!!!!

Please pray for me for my final exams.. Ya Allah permudahkanlah hambamu ini dlm menjalani peperiksaan kelak!!! amin...

Exam mode!!!!

Its been a long time since I wrote my blog. Just to update it. Currently, busy with my assignments and presentations. Left with 1 assg & 2 presentations. Yeay!!! Final exam pon dah nak dekat. End of the month my final exams will be started begining from 23rd of March till 5th April. So after finishing all my assg & presentaions I have to change my mode to exam mode.... grrr... takot nak amek exam memandangkan most of my carry marks is not that good enough rather than my previous semester. haiz...:(

Its also been a long time since I went back to Singapore. Slalunye balik every 2 weeks but now its been a month I did not went back to Singapore. Missing home already. Missing my family there and all my beloved frens there.

Duit pon da kering nie. hee... ape tak nye asyik makan je. Al-maklum jelah masa2 ngah stress nie lgk2 nak exam mesti makan bnyknye. Makan tu lah blh menghilangkan sikit stress. hehehe..... Kekadng tu rindu plak masakan rumah.

Klah nak ciaoz... take care all my beloved frens. Love u all guys soo much. Pray for me for my final exam....:)