072 anniversary!!!

Yesterday on the 25th Nov I'm organising the BBQ for us. It is actually for celebrating our 2 years anniversary in UIA. hehe... Although it's a last minute preparation, alhamdulillah it's a successful event. Thanx to all of them for making the event successful. Tkde dah nak batalkan je the event but I have promised them all to organised this event. So I have to do it. Because tngh sibok ngn my sis nye wedding preparation kan.

Memandangakan it's a last min preparation so aderlah bnyk brg aku lupa nak bawak. Dah smpi kat tmpt pit I just forgot to bring the grill. Padahal dah beli. Haiz... Terpaksalah beli kat sana je. Nasib baik ader kalo tk terpaksalah Kak Mai antar aku balik amek brg tu. But overall I still njoy it...:)

But smlm makanan bnyk tak habis. Slalunye licin habis sampai tak cukup. Kali nie plak makanan tak habis. Ayam ade lgk satu tupperware tk bakar lgk. Agaknye semua org nak diet tak. hehehe.... Or maybe ader tambahan makanan so jadi makanan lgk bnyk kot. Nasib baik aku tk beli kek. Tkde pon agaknye dorg tak makan. Nanti wasting lah plak. hee...

K lah tt all. Ciaoz.. See u all guys at my sister weddings. Luv u all alwayss...:-)

I'm so down!!!!

Some people just can't understand me. I dunno why?? Am i too complicated person or am i just being a stubborn person. Or just they don't really undertsand me well.

What the definition of friendship to them?? Do they think that friendship u can find it anywhere u want n u can just let it go if u don't need them anymore. Rendahnye tanggapan dorg terhadap friendship kalo gitu. Senang nak cari dan senang jugak nak buang.

I'm just so sad that people think that I'm such a person. Nak kata I'm hurt with that words, yerp I'm hurt when people thought I'm such a person. Hilang kawan mcm hilang 1 digit no. gitu for me??? Hmm.... What does tt mean?? I'm the type yg tak treasure friendship. But for someone who really know me well, my best friend they know that I'm really treasure each of my friends. Seboleh2 nye akan pertahankan sesebuah firendship n really tried not to hurt their feelings. Because FRIENSHIP is important for me whenever I need them. Di masa kita gembira dan di masa kita sedih dan susah.. We always share problems with them n accompany them whenever they need us.

And always whenever I hurt, I just keep this feelings to myself. I don't say to them I'm hurt. Coz for me I will be too over sensitive person. So when I'm just not satisfied with it I just keep it to myself n not let my feelings out. So people will always see I'm a happy go lucky person but actually deep down inside my feelings thay actually don't know.

2 paper gone!!!

4 more paper to go... Smlm 2 paper da selesai. First paper 'Philosophy of religion' ngn second paper 'Qur'anic perspective of other religion'. Kirakan the most toughest subject this semester.

First paper blh tahan ssh. Kebanyakan aku goreng je, campur minyak sikit...hahaha... result ntah camne pon aku tk tau. If i got B for this paper, aku ttp bersyukur.. Philosophy beb!!! Susah tuu.

My second paper a bit better. Alhamdulillah ape yg aku rasa masok exam kuar. Thanx to Ustaz Majdan. hehe... nasib baik aku dtg last kelas. Ustaz bnyk kasi spot que. But a bit shock the exam. I thought it is only 3 que. But there are total of 4 questions. Wow!!! Its quite a lot. Plak tu kene jawab dlm masa 2 jam je. From 3 p.m to 5 p.m. Dulu kat skola 4 que kene jawab dlm 3 jam. Itu pon kadang2 tak habis nak jawab. Inikan plak 2 jam... So kene tuils cepat2.

A bit sad that I accidentally terjawab salah this one que. Dier mintak features aku terkasi history lah plak. Dah pakai cermin mata pon salah baca que. Waduh!!! But last min dapat lah tulis points je without example and ayat Qur'an. I got confused so 10 mark gone gitu aje. Haiz... Tak tau lah kalo ustaz tu rahmah kan kasi aku markah kesian. haha... Mcm cik Syai kite kata Ustaz Majdan tu rahmah giler dlm kasi markah. Amin!!! FAVOURITE LECTURER dier tu. hehehehe......

My next paper will be on the 10 Nov. So there's ample time to study. Have to study hard for my next paper which is Qur'anic prophetic text. Coz my CAM marks not really that good. Have to struggle a bit. Bnyk nak kena hafal...;-)

Hmmm..... Dimanakah emak ku pergi??? Dah lama tak call nie. Tunggu call tak call2. Mesti sibok nie edarkan kad. Haiz... K lah cioaz. Nak kene blaja. hehe...